Always With You: My Psychosis

Always With You: My Psychosis is a deeply personal memoir about trauma, relationships, and the confusing reality of living through psychosis.

Shaina Sarich recounts the experiences that shaped her life, from an abusive relationship to the onset of voices and delusions that blurred the line between reality and imagination. At the center of the story is Ryan, a real coworker whose presence became intertwined with the voices and beliefs created by her illness.

Raw, vulnerable, and sometimes uncomfortable, Always With You explores how psychosis can transform ordinary moments into something terrifyingly convincing—and what it means to look back once the voices finally become quiet.